These few days I was refused to back to my working place by my boss since they scared me had attacked by H1N1. Then I have to drive my car back to Ipoh after my work. When I reached home it was 11 pm. During the journey I was very tired, my eye like nearly closed.
The whole journey just only me and the radio. While I’m listened to the radio I was try to forget my tiring. That journey spends me two and the half hours. I am wonder how luck she is? Anyway that already is a truth. At first I am a bit mad because I can’t go to work as usual and I have to close myself in one room. It really makes me crazy.
I got a bit fever yesterday and today I am feel better, but what the sadness things that I had received was a call from my company stuff. At first she asked my condition and at last she told me there have few stuff not feeling well. She required me to send heow’s hospital name and the hospital phone number.
The first thing come into my mind is, are they checking me. After that I just think, that is impossible. And last I had felt unhappy why is me to bring this virus back to my work place, and make them sick. I felt damn guilty for it, and felt very sorry about that, even I had get a permission from my boss can back to work on last two day @Monday@.
MOODY and LONELY DaY
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Saturday, December 12, 2009
The day of movie watching and singing K with teddy bear@him
Teddy bear is a bear he purposely brought back from Shanghai Hotel for his previous trip to Shanghai. Although it paying without one sen, but as my friend told me, he brought back for me already enough. Maybe that is enough. I know about it very clear.
At this half month he is clearing his annual leave. And yesterday is my one day public holiday as well, so we hang out for the whole day. Really happy even his mother goes out with us as well. Maybe that is enough. I do not wish to put any other hope; my principle now is as long as happy that is enough. Do not care what the next is. As my experience, a thing which is out of expectation it will more excited and happier. I am very enjoying such feeling. Maybe the previous habit where love to put hope always make me disappointment and regret as well. So now, I will not restrict myself in such stupid condition.
No more restriction for myself and for my friend also. As meow told me, Mei Hoong please let me go, don’t always tell me this not well, that is not good. As I promised you meow, I will not do this again. The funny thing is three of seem like have difference direction already. At fist we promise each other not to touch sex, drug and cigarette in clubbing. But at last it totally changes. As what I tell you both as long as you both happier I am happier as well. What to do. As long as I am not willing to do so, please do not force me as well. You need me to understand you, please understand me as well. Don’t force me smoke again. If I want to smoke I will take it, if I don’t want, please don’t force me.
OOppp.... back to the day out with teddy bear@him. Yesterday around 11.00am we went to SS2/4a to found the place for his mother. And then we rushed back to Cheras NewWay to sing K. We spent about 3 hours inside the K room. At around 4.30pm, we back home to have a rest for awhile and at 5.10pm, we out again. The show was staring at 6.00pm. The movie we watch is 2012. He said to me, it totally west his money and time to sit there to see the show. LOL…. For me, the lesson gain from the movie is rich people have authorizes to continue survive. Most of the human is selfish, only small part of people have sympathies. In order not to regret to have that day, I am also not the super rich guy, so will not west my time to sad and down always. I want to be happy over the day I have.
Over all yesterday’s date was not bad quite fun and happy as wellJ. I am writing this blog at my lousy working place now. Since no things to do here and my boss is bc with his DC meeting.
At this half month he is clearing his annual leave. And yesterday is my one day public holiday as well, so we hang out for the whole day. Really happy even his mother goes out with us as well. Maybe that is enough. I do not wish to put any other hope; my principle now is as long as happy that is enough. Do not care what the next is. As my experience, a thing which is out of expectation it will more excited and happier. I am very enjoying such feeling. Maybe the previous habit where love to put hope always make me disappointment and regret as well. So now, I will not restrict myself in such stupid condition.
No more restriction for myself and for my friend also. As meow told me, Mei Hoong please let me go, don’t always tell me this not well, that is not good. As I promised you meow, I will not do this again. The funny thing is three of seem like have difference direction already. At fist we promise each other not to touch sex, drug and cigarette in clubbing. But at last it totally changes. As what I tell you both as long as you both happier I am happier as well. What to do. As long as I am not willing to do so, please do not force me as well. You need me to understand you, please understand me as well. Don’t force me smoke again. If I want to smoke I will take it, if I don’t want, please don’t force me.
OOppp.... back to the day out with teddy bear@him. Yesterday around 11.00am we went to SS2/4a to found the place for his mother. And then we rushed back to Cheras NewWay to sing K. We spent about 3 hours inside the K room. At around 4.30pm, we back home to have a rest for awhile and at 5.10pm, we out again. The show was staring at 6.00pm. The movie we watch is 2012. He said to me, it totally west his money and time to sit there to see the show. LOL…. For me, the lesson gain from the movie is rich people have authorizes to continue survive. Most of the human is selfish, only small part of people have sympathies. In order not to regret to have that day, I am also not the super rich guy, so will not west my time to sad and down always. I want to be happy over the day I have.
Over all yesterday’s date was not bad quite fun and happy as wellJ. I am writing this blog at my lousy working place now. Since no things to do here and my boss is bc with his DC meeting.
A very sudden Clubbing Night
It was happening at last two day. Flashed back my memory for that day, I’m remembering after finished my dinner, I sat on my baby sofa there online as what as usually I done. Actually my cousin brother had asked me to go Pasar Malam with him during the dinning time, and I’m also promised him to go with him. But after I change all my lovely pajamas into a grey t-shirt and white pants, he still sat on the sofa without putting any clothe there. By that time I got a bit angry and I asked whether you still want to go Pasar Malam. He answered and said wait first. Then I did not care about him and then I sat there silently. Suddenly my phone was rang who called from My darling Moew, she called me out to have a drink, at first I thought was just a small drink then I direct promised her and forget I have to go out with him. After putting down my phone, I only awaked about it. Ooppss….hehhee..
I get myself to change clothe again. After dress up my lovely and newly Forever 21, I just waited Moew’s coming. At that moment he did not said anything. I know he got a bit angry. What to do, he is not my Tingting. Wahahhahha…
At fist we planed to go Library but at last we had changed our plan to New Centaury where located at The Curve. That was the fist time I’m been there. The environment was quite nice. It was decorated with those shinning light and Christmas Trees
We still have one friend to join us who is Meow admire I think. He was so pity that night, spent more than RM 200++ get for nothing. Maybe he did get something but I don’t think so. That night he spent us 3 glasses of cocktail and two bucket of beer. Mine one is the most delicious among the 3 cocktails. But since both of them beg me so hard to finish for them, so those 3 cocktail were finished by me.
Maybe mixed with difference types of alcohol, I get drunk. When I reached home it was 4.00am. I was damn tired and direct slept on my bed without take bath. My alarm clock rang at 6.00am, but I failed to week up. At last was my aunty call me up.
I rushed to meet Rebecca at Pemaisuri and go to office by her car. When we reached to the office, it was already 7.00am. Since that day I have to do price change for that day, so I just bough a cup of coffee as my mentally support. After an hour, I felt damn dizzy. Then I went to toilet and vomit. I had vomited at seven times silently. My whole working day was full with dizzy and uncomfortable.
I get myself to change clothe again. After dress up my lovely and newly Forever 21, I just waited Moew’s coming. At that moment he did not said anything. I know he got a bit angry. What to do, he is not my Tingting. Wahahhahha…
At fist we planed to go Library but at last we had changed our plan to New Centaury where located at The Curve. That was the fist time I’m been there. The environment was quite nice. It was decorated with those shinning light and Christmas Trees
We still have one friend to join us who is Meow admire I think. He was so pity that night, spent more than RM 200++ get for nothing. Maybe he did get something but I don’t think so. That night he spent us 3 glasses of cocktail and two bucket of beer. Mine one is the most delicious among the 3 cocktails. But since both of them beg me so hard to finish for them, so those 3 cocktail were finished by me.
Maybe mixed with difference types of alcohol, I get drunk. When I reached home it was 4.00am. I was damn tired and direct slept on my bed without take bath. My alarm clock rang at 6.00am, but I failed to week up. At last was my aunty call me up.
I rushed to meet Rebecca at Pemaisuri and go to office by her car. When we reached to the office, it was already 7.00am. Since that day I have to do price change for that day, so I just bough a cup of coffee as my mentally support. After an hour, I felt damn dizzy. Then I went to toilet and vomit. I had vomited at seven times silently. My whole working day was full with dizzy and uncomfortable.
Saturday, November 14, 2009
……Maybe that is ENOUGH……
Sometime I’m feeling confuse in my life.
Maybe I’m not understood what I’m prefer.
Maybe that is enough.
But I felt like not willing.
Sometime I’m wishing to put hope on it.
Maybe I’m not daring to do that.
Maybe that is enough.
But I felt like I’m standing on the cross road
Life seem like filled with many of confusion.
Life seem like filled with many of dissatisfaction
Life seem like filled with many of unhappiness
Life seem like filled with many of meaningless
Maybe that is enough to be contented and remined
Maybe that is enough to be appreciated and take it.
Maybe I’m not understood what I’m prefer.
Maybe that is enough.
But I felt like not willing.
Sometime I’m wishing to put hope on it.
Maybe I’m not daring to do that.
Maybe that is enough.
But I felt like I’m standing on the cross road
Life seem like filled with many of confusion.
Life seem like filled with many of dissatisfaction
Life seem like filled with many of unhappiness
Life seem like filled with many of meaningless
Maybe that is enough to be contented and remined
Maybe that is enough to be appreciated and take it.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Is that needed to STOP heRE….
Today, as usual I have woke up at 6.00am and ate a delicious breakfast before go to work. Reached office at 7.30am and opened the computer to star my boring work again. My entire big boss had a meeting at 10pm, so I can freely to be myself. By that time my brain plays back all the great memories we had together. My colleague asked me what so delight to make me smile silently. Then I answered him nothing. Actually I’m enjoyed those memories while doing the boring stuff.
After the lunch, I have to do some price changed for the local fruits, import fruits, beans and FAM (Farm Agricultural Market). As show in below, there are some of the prices changing descriptions for store and REST system.
** At first we will get a quotation price from our respectively suppliers, after that we have to compare the previous week goods price. If there is difference with previous price, we have to highlight it and change it. Then we change the selling price accordingly to the margin profit that has set by the product manager. In order to protect our profit, we also have to compare the price with the other supplier. If we know the other supplier offer us lower price, then we have to take an action to call them and ask the reason why they set the price so high. ~ CH, PR, and BA~ are under the Lucky Starlight local fruit supplier however for the SU, TP and KP are under the Caba local fruit supplier. Then for the import fruits, the supplier is only come from one company which is Khaisen. After those price change stuff, we have to send out a notification to let the store know about it.** REMEMBER must delete the margin and the profit margin before send out the mail to the store people. Usually we do the price change on Monday and effective date is on Wednesday. Last step is correct the price inside the REST system. Forget how about the vegetable and also the beans; ~ who is CC and who is sending~ hrrmmmm I have to ask my partner tomorrow.
End my work a bit late but not as late as before, and today I walk to car park with Mr. C**** who come from household department. I have asked him something about “this” retail industry. Hrrmmm… As he told me, be a buyer from this industry, can’t change or not so easy to be the other industry’s buyer. The first word come to my mind is that I needed to stop my job now. Even though in this industry, my department is the most challenges department. But in future or long run, are we still got value.
After the lunch, I have to do some price changed for the local fruits, import fruits, beans and FAM (Farm Agricultural Market). As show in below, there are some of the prices changing descriptions for store and REST system.
** At first we will get a quotation price from our respectively suppliers, after that we have to compare the previous week goods price. If there is difference with previous price, we have to highlight it and change it. Then we change the selling price accordingly to the margin profit that has set by the product manager. In order to protect our profit, we also have to compare the price with the other supplier. If we know the other supplier offer us lower price, then we have to take an action to call them and ask the reason why they set the price so high. ~ CH, PR, and BA~ are under the Lucky Starlight local fruit supplier however for the SU, TP and KP are under the Caba local fruit supplier. Then for the import fruits, the supplier is only come from one company which is Khaisen. After those price change stuff, we have to send out a notification to let the store know about it.** REMEMBER must delete the margin and the profit margin before send out the mail to the store people. Usually we do the price change on Monday and effective date is on Wednesday. Last step is correct the price inside the REST system. Forget how about the vegetable and also the beans; ~ who is CC and who is sending~ hrrmmmm I have to ask my partner tomorrow.
End my work a bit late but not as late as before, and today I walk to car park with Mr. C**** who come from household department. I have asked him something about “this” retail industry. Hrrmmm… As he told me, be a buyer from this industry, can’t change or not so easy to be the other industry’s buyer. The first word come to my mind is that I needed to stop my job now. Even though in this industry, my department is the most challenges department. But in future or long run, are we still got value.
Sunday, August 23, 2009
….My First joB….as a buyer assistant
This is my first job after my degree graduation. It was one week ago I went to work. So far everything seems not bad. I have to weak up at 6.15am every morning and spent 40 minutes to reach my working place. At fist, I thought that I will be very sleepy or cant weak up so early but the fact proved that I can. I had 2 days training at the Subang Segi branch to know the operation and recognized the items. ooooOOOo..yA…. I am under the fresh group which handles all the vegetables, fruits and dry goods. Everybody quite nice and treat me like little girl. Not bad. Hahhahahha….. Very care for me, no matter go for lunch or pick up the car, they will call me walk together. I am the only girl who always stay together with them, sometime really felt Malu. Hehehhee...Not only that, sometimes I’m felt that I have known nothing at there and the typing speed very slow. That why I decided to go for work more early for next week. Really damn much items waiting me to sum up. Today I’m quite guilty, just because my manager and my partner try their best to finish their job to submit but I am still leave at the slow level. Feel that I am a burden to them but not much help to them. Hope all the best for the coming week. :)
Thursday, July 2, 2009
WhEre iS mY LoVely MiRaCle
Don’t know why, currently I have such feeling that I'm not daring to apply any job position. Again really sent out much resume, until unaffordable to count how much I had sent. But still the responds were so poor. I’m only got two calls for interview. Some more the answer given by the employee was the same, waiting call. Sound better to hear, but inside my heart already know the answer which is hopeless. Anyway is rather than on spot to reject me. My life no longer green, feel tasteless and dull. My Fat keep add on to my body, until reached to the status of overweight. Every thing is going oppose my mind right now. Ever second I’m cheering my mind to life up, unfortunately it’s unsuccessful. Ooohh, just wish my dear god will bless me as a poor girl to has a good luck all the way. Need to rest, not to think I am jobless or useless. Evade myself from the realistic life for awhile and share my joyful with my reading and social life. I believe I can get rid of it, but need a short break to waiting a miracle to appear into my hopeless life. I know it might impossible happen on me, but I am still holding this wish. << Life goes On>>
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