WhEre iS mY LoVely MiRaCle

Don’t know why, currently I have such feeling that I'm not daring to apply any job position. Again really sent out much resume, until unaffordable to count how much I had sent. But still the responds were so poor. I’m only got two calls for interview. Some more the answer given by the employee was the same, waiting call. Sound better to hear, but inside my heart already know the answer which is hopeless. Anyway is rather than on spot to reject me. My life no longer green, feel tasteless and dull. My Fat keep add on to my body, until reached to the status of overweight. Every thing is going oppose my mind right now. Ever second I’m cheering my mind to life up, unfortunately it’s unsuccessful. Ooohh, just wish my dear god will bless me as a poor girl to has a good luck all the way. Need to rest, not to think I am jobless or useless. Evade myself from the realistic life for awhile and share my joyful with my reading and social life. I believe I can get rid of it, but need a short break to waiting a miracle to appear into my hopeless life. I know it might impossible happen on me, but I am still holding this wish. << Life goes On>>